Sick

So damn sad... having fever for 3days and it keeps fluctuating from 37.5 - 39.8. All those that I like are far away. Some don't even care. But luckily I got a few close friends around. Thanks Joseph for accompanying me. And with the Thought of Kelvin (cooking salmon for me) thank you so much.

I just don’t know why... but when I am at the stage of 38 degrees, I look like a normal person (not sick) but when it hits 39, I feel like fainting and all the symptoms like 'feeling hot and cold', wobbling legs, 'strengthless'all starts to appear. Wednesday is my exam. I really want to do well for it but I can’t concentrate with that 'stone' in my brain. :(

I WANNA GET 'A' for my Professional Practice Test... And next week is my formative assignment (20% of my Major project grade) if I’m down with either Dengue or HFM1, how am I going to present? :(

Too Late

Too Late

The day has come
When nothing will be right.
The past had not,
But done me any rights.
Years after years
It is finally here.
But the feelings i had,
Have all vanished in fear.
Coming out from a cocoon,
U soar up high.
Growing out from a seed,
I can only watch u fly.
Insomnia and depression,
Have haunted me every night.
Just because of that one promise
Tied me down from my rights.
Too high you had aimed?
Or too late to change?
Whatever it is,
It will never be the same.